Yesterday was 15 years since you suddenly left us. I could not bring myself to visit this site and add a memorial yesterday, my heart was very heavy. 
I vividly remember the day I received the news, I pray that day NEVER repeat itself again. My entire world was torn, my heart reaped out, I could not really cry at that moment because I was in shock. 
I thank the Lord almighty for all he has done and continues to do for your family since you left us. I thank the Lord for using your loss to make me who I am today, using your situation to allow me to be a blessing to those who lost a child, by creating  the grief ministry.
I pray that the Lord expand the Ministry so that his holy name may be glorified.
REST IN PEACE, MY SON.